No more disappointment

My husband has lost both of his parents around christmas. So he has no more christmas spirit for me. At least he can give it to his kids. I just want to feel loved from him?  I give up. I'm never going to have a christmas i want ever again. I throw in the towel. I will keep up my spirits for my kids. I need to be happy for them

Time for me

This isn't a venting session. This me trying to light a fire under my butt. If i want time for me, i'm going to have to make it happen. I have the next 3 weeks to change me. I need to get up early and get ti the gym. This week though, it will be the getting up early. I need to find someone to help me with food. I need to eat bett and so does my family. Ut is a time for change, and i am going to make it happen. No mire feeling sorry for myself. I can do this