Frustrated

Why do people use me. I want to be friends at all, but they don't want to be my friend. I throw my hands up in the air. Thanks Shay for shunning me. I feel like a total loser. You make me feel like crap. You make me feel like no one wants to be my friend. I'm done. I won't try anymore. I just want one friend from my ward. Oh well got to vent. Don't care if no one reads this. This is for me to let some frustrations out.  Maybe one day i'll get that great friend i was looking for. I was never that girl though. I always wanted that, but never got it